1 John 1:1-2:2
We declare to you what was from the beginning, what we have heard, what we have seen with our eyes, what we have looked at and touched with our hands, concerning the word of life–
this life was revealed, and we have seen it and testify to it, and declare to you the eternal life that was with the Father and was revealed to us–
we declare to you what we have seen and heard so that you also may have fellowship with us; and truly our fellowship is with the Father and with his Son Jesus Christ.
We are writing these things so that our joy may be complete.
This is the message we have heard from him and proclaim to you, that God is light and in him there is no darkness at all.
If we say that we have fellowship with him while we are walking in darkness, we lie and do not do what is true;
but if we walk in the light as he himself is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus his Son cleanses us from all sin.
If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us.
If we confess our sins, he who is faithful and just will forgive us our sins and cleanse us from all unrighteousness.
If we say that we have not sinned, we make him a liar, and his word is not in us.
My little children, I am writing these things to you so that you may not sin. But if anyone does sin, we have an advocate with the Father, Jesus Christ the righteous;
and he is the atoning sacrifice for our sins, and not for ours only but also for the sins of the whole world.
John 20:19-31
When it was evening on that day, the first day of the week, and the doors of the house where the disciples had met were locked for fear of the Jews, Jesus came and stood among them and said, "Peace be with you."
After he said this, he showed them his hands and his side. Then the disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord.
Jesus said to them again, "Peace be with you. As the Father has sent me, so I send you."
When he had said this, he breathed on them and said to them, "Receive the Holy Spirit.
If you forgive the sins of any, they are forgiven them; if you retain the sins of any, they are retained."
But Thomas (who was called the Twin), one of the twelve, was not with them when Jesus came.
So the other disciples told him, "We have seen the Lord." But he said to them, "Unless I see the mark of the nails in his hands, and put my finger in the mark of the nails and my hand in his side, I will not believe."
A week later his disciples were again in the house, and Thomas was with them. Although the doors were shut, Jesus came and stood among them and said, "Peace be with you."
Then he said to Thomas, "Put your finger here and see my hands. Reach out your hand and put it in my side. Do not doubt but believe."
Thomas answered him, "My Lord and my God!"
Jesus said to him, "Have you believed because you have seen me? Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have come to believe."
Now Jesus did many other signs in the presence of his disciples, which are not written in this book.
But these are written so that you may come to believe that Jesus is the Messiah, the Son of God, and that through believing you may have life in his name.
Who on earth is Susan Boyle?
We learn that at birth she was oxygen-deprived, which left her with some brain damage and resulting learning difficulties. Because of this and because of her fuzzy hair she was bullied and mocked by other kids in her village of Bathgate, West Lothian in Scotland. She would tell the teachers, but because it was more verbal than physical she could never prove anything.
A 47 year old spinster, she lives alone in the four bedroom house where her mother, Bridget, and her father, Patrick, raised ten children, sleeping in the same room she had as a child. She’s never found romance or had a family of her own; she says she’s never even been kissed, although she has since said that this comment has been a bit overblown—her parents didn’t want her to have boyfriends, and she supposes she has accepted that it’s not likely to happen. What she does regret is not having children, but she does have a cat named Pebbles.
Her father died about 10 years ago, and she continued to care for her mother until she died in 2007 at the age of 91. She’s worked for a number of years in the local college kitchen and in other government training programs, but she is currently unemployed and volunteering in her local church. When she was five, she discovered that she had a talent for singing, and over the years she found some solace in this talent, singing in local karaoke contests and other events and eventually taking some singing lessons.
After her mother’s death, she says she went through "a very dark time” and suffered depression and anxiety. But her mother had often encouraged her to enter the Britain’s Got Talent contest on TV, so she took the risk and entered the contest. The whole point of the show, like its American counterparts, American Idol and America’s Got Talent, is that for the most part people who really don’t have much talent or who are just a bit or even quite a bit eccentric go on the show and have their bubbles burst quite brutally. So when Susan Boyle got onstage a week ago Saturday and was interviewed initially by the judges, Simon Cowell, Piers Morgan and Amanda Holden, no one was really expecting very much.
By our standards of celebrity appearance, Susan’s not really much to look at, and although she had dressed up for her appearance, her sense of fashion is … well, let’s leave it at this—she would have looked quite nice in the sixties, and it’s hard to say whether the audience or the judges were more dismissive of her. That is, until she was about a half dozen notes into her rendition of “I Dreamed a Dream” from Les Misérables. At that point, every jaw in the house dropped, both the judges and the audience—the judges were absolutely gobsmacked and unanimously voted for her to go on further in the contest. One video of her appearance on the show has been posted online on YouTube, and this particular version has been viewed nearly 30 million times as of this morning; a number of other versions have been uploaded online as well as shown on various news and entertainment shows, so it’s no great exaggeration to suggest that this performance has been viewed online somewhere between fifty and a hundred million times.
Susan, of course, seems to be taking it all in stride, at least as much as anyone can when you have people all around the world paying you a backhanded compliment and commenting on your below average appearance. She’s kinda frumpy, but boy, she sure can sing! She sure showed them all! The whole story has that of Cinderella about it, and I’m sure that it’s one that’s being discussed in pulpits all across the nation this morning since after all, the height of homiletic relevance is to have a good, current sermon illustration from contemporary culture. For us in the church, it’s a perfect follow-up to Easter, isn’t it—another case of a tragic story with an unexpected and triumphant conclusion.
Easter is a great story, isn’t it? How can you preach about Easter and screw that up? The biggest challenge with preaching on Easter Sunday is that you might not be original enough or inspiring enough in the pulpit to live up to the high expectations we usually have for that Sunday. Is it any wonder that so many preachers take the next Sunday off? It’s kind of become my stock in trade over the last seventeen years—I don’t get to preach on Christmas or Easter very often, but I rarely have a year go by that I’m not booked for the Sunday after Christmas or the Sunday after Easter.
But what do you say on the Sunday after Easter? The liturgical calendar says it’s still Easter for six more weeks until Pentecost, and then it’s weeks and months of “ordinary time” until we get to Advent. The obvious temptation, then, is to try to keep the momentum, the excitement of Easter, going for at least a few weeks afterwards, to keep people coming to worship services even if we’ve already had the grand finale and now we’re moving on to the summer repeats.
Because that’s the reality of the lives we lead, isn’t it? We have a few high points here and there, and those are offset by the valleys here and there as well. But for the most part, there’s a certain sameness to most of our days, boring in some ways by virtue of the routine and yet comforting in others.
Therein lies the real challenge of Susan Boyle’s life, and it’s one that a good number of commentators have picked up on, namely this—what if Susan Boyle had simply met our expectations rather than exceeded them? We’ve gotten a number of object lessons in ugly ducklings and what our mothers always told us about not judging a book by its cover, how it’s what’s inside that counts out of her story …
But what if she had, like hundreds of other contestants who have gone before her, not had this beautiful voice? What if, as one person wrote, she had simply gotten up there and squawked like a duck and made a fool of herself? Then her only consolation might’ve been that at least she’d only been humiliated on a national stage rather than an international one.
What would have been the difference between Susan Boyle, the 47 year old frumpy, slow girl from a little village in Scotland who stayed home to look after her elderly parents and lives by herself with her ten year old cat in complete obscurity and neglect and the one who knocked everyone’s socks off last Saturday? In the midst of listening to her fabulous voice, did we not hear the irony of the words she sang amidst the cheering?
I had a dream my life would be
So different from this hell I’m living
So different now from what it seemed
Now life has killed the dream I dreamed.
In a like manner, I have to ask—what’s the difference between last Sunday and this one? Let me venture a guess—I say that this Sunday it’s just a bit more obvious, if we stop to think about it, that if liturgy is worship, and all of our lives are supposed to be given up to the continual worship of God through our living of them, then our lives are a whole lot more filled with “ordinary time” than even the calendar gives us credit for. We’re more familiar than we care to admit of the words of Brutus in Shakespeare’s Julius Caesar:
There is a tide in the affairs of men, Which taken at the flood, leads on to fortune. Omitted, all the voyage of their life is bound in shallows and in miseries. On such a full sea are we now afloat. And we must take the current when it serves, or lose our ventures.
This is the state of affairs, our reality, the church’s reality, to which John refers in the scripture passages for this morning. John writes to a church that struggles to hold its own in a time of persecution, a time when, like our own in this respect, its influence on the surrounding culture seems to be minimal. It’s probably not Easter when John is writing these early Christians, and so he finds himself having to draw them back to remind them of the core of their belief:
We declare to you what was from the beginning, what we have heard, what we have seen with our eyes, what we have looked at and touched with our hands, concerning the word of life—
He hearkens back to a day in time, years, decades ago when he and the other disciples of Jesus were in hiding and in fear for their lives, crushed and destroyed, having nothing whatsoever to hold on to other than each other, the threat of arrest and execution for sedition and some dubious stories about an empty tomb they’d heard earlier in the day. In his gospel, he remembers that evening when Jesus came and stood among them and said, "Peace be with you," showing them his hands and his side, and he remembers how the disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord. He reminds his readers how even then Jesus told them that as the Father had sent him, so he was sending them, breathing the Holy Spirit upon them and telling them if they forgive the sins of any, they are forgiven them; if they retain the sins of any, they are retained.
Ah, but Thomas.
Doubting Thomas, child of the Enlightenment, the modernist’s modernist, the one to whom we always used to point as the exemplar of our unbelieving Western civilization, the one who wouldn’t believe until he saw it himself and laid hands on the whole scene himself. Although, if we read John carefully, none of the others particularly believed the story either, but then they saw the wounds in his hands and side themselves and believed.
But Thomas was not with them when Jesus came, so when the other disciples told him they had seen the Lord, his response was that until he too saw the wounds, he would not believe either, and it was not for another week before Thomas had his revelation as well. What makes Thomas unique, then, is not that he saw the wounds and believed the resurrection. What singles him out was that unlike the others, who like him were exceedingly joyful to have seen their Lord, only Thomas appears to have taken it to the next level and recognized what all this implied, namely, Jesus was not only a teacher and a great prophet, but in fact, he was God himself in the flesh.
Thomas and the other disciples had been reduced to nothing, rendered completely without hope by the crucifixion, but out of nothing, out of the numerous nothings God had created something that was actually quite a bit. He had created his church, and as John relayed to those who would subsequently read his words, Jesus told them they had not seen anything yet—had they believed because they had seen him? Imagine how blessed are those who have not seen and yet have come to believe.
Those are the people to whom John then was writing. Not to give them a comprehensive historical narrative of everything Jesus did in the presence of his disciples, but so that those who read them might come to believe that Jesus is the Messiah, the Son of God, and that through believing we may have life in his name. So that we also may have fellowship with those saints who have gone before us, those who walk with us today, and those who will come after we have gone, so that we may truly have fellowship with the Father and with his Son Jesus Christ and have our joy made complete.
John writes to people who are living in darkness and yet need to know that among them a great light has shown. To know that God is light and in him there is no darkness at all. We live among people who do not know the God who has revealed himself to us in Christ, and it is a deep struggle at times to remain in the light, so John reminds us that if we say that we have fellowship with Christ while we are walking in darkness, we lie and do not do what is true; but if we walk in the light as he himself is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus his Son cleanses us from all sin.
If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us, but if we confess our sins, he who is faithful and just will forgive us our sins and cleanse us from all unrighteousness; if we say that we have not sinned, we make him a liar, and his word is not in us. John writes these things to remind us not to sin, but also to remind us in our fallibility that if we do sin, we have an advocate with the Father, Jesus Christ the righteous, and he is the atoning sacrifice for our sins, and not for ours only but also for the sins of the whole world.
Not every day is like Easter when we have the truth of the resurrection brought to the fore of our consciousness. Most days are pretty ordinary, a lot like this Sunday, and sometimes they’re nearly unbearable.
I think of a colleague at the plant who was working on night shift to address a problem, had a massive heart attack and died there at work—certainly nothing that any of us would likely aspire to be doing when our time has come to pass.
I think of another colleague at the plant whose wife suffered a massive stroke and died at a young age back at Thanksgiving. She’d had a number of years of serious health challenges. He’s getting ready to sell their house and try to start his life anew in a place with better memories. Then his mother passed away last week after a fight with cancer, a woman who herself had experienced a number of trials with caring for a special needs child and then a husband who also had had a stroke. To cap it all off, he spent the night before his mother’s funeral in the emergency room when his daughter fell ill and thus missed his mother’s funeral the next day. Needless to say, he has a deep faith in God, but it’s being tested pretty hard at the moment.
Many of you will have heard of the 45 year old choir director at Pleasant Hill Presbyterian Church and her two year old daughter who were killed a couple of weeks ago as they were headed to church when their vehicle was struck broadside by another vehicle whose driver was drag racing down Highway 49 at an estimated speed of 90 miles per hour. She and her husband had been unable to have children for many years, and this child had been a blessing to them and to that church.
How do you preach the resurrection in a context like that? It’s not my desire to send you home feeling worse than you might have felt before you got here. Yes, it’s hard to preach the resurrection in a context like that, but we still have to preach it—the pastor at that church did.
I think the answer lies in the words of a contemporary Christian song:
I am not skilled to understand what God has willed, what God has planned. I only know at His right hand stands One who is my Savior.
We are not skilled to understand that magnitude of suffering. We are not skilled to understand even the mundane and ordinary, even boring times of our lives. That is why we have been placed in this world, not as individuals left alone to sort all this out albeit with God’s Spirit to guide and direct us.
When Jesus rose from the grave, he gave new life, not only to each individual in the life yet to come, but to an entire community of fellow followers in this present life that is a foretaste of that life yet to come. We have been placed in the midst of a community of faith, not only that we might have fellowship with him but with one another. Not friendship, although there is that—fellowship. A journey through life with fellow travelers.
Because sometimes the sheer enormity of the burdens we carry, the evil we see and experience is simply more than any one of us could possibly bear, and we need a community to absorb it all with us lest it overwhelm and destroy us. The words of that song, like John’s words to the church, remind us of God’s greatness, his holiness, his grace, and we sing God’s praises together rather than alone to keep the darkness at bay.
My Savior loves. My Savior lives. My Savior’s always there for me.
My God He was. My God He is. My God is always gonna be.
We are more than the sum total of our “nothingnesses.”
We are more than conquerors through him that loved us.